Memories .. Memory ... How co-related they are, and yet mean so different. :) .. when memories fail , its physical .. but when memories fail, its ummm .. more of "spiritual" .. or ... "life-ual"..
I have had a bout of this "memories failure" recently.
For the three years spent in this city, my best friend and i have virtually lived together. Spending all the weekends together, talking hours on phone, tracking each and every detail of the each other's life. Fighting like cats n dogs. Someime like grown ups (lol !! ) and now we are going to go our seperate ways . as in we won be living in the same city together. And its going to be different. So, today he was just telling me about his other best friend whom he has been wanting to see very much. And i just suddenly though - Will he miss me like that when we are not together? And for a moment i tried to think of our past, of the memories, and ... i failed .. And i skipped a beat ..
Well, i refound the memories later (lol) .. but it got me thinking .. how we get so busy in doing things , fixing things , mending things , organising things that we forget to look at things and enjoy things .. :) ..
maybe somehow it is good .. Maybe it means that u live in the moment .. and then let go. .. but doesn it also means that the moments were too easy for u to let go .. that they were not imp enuff to hold on .. and i suddenly realised, how i remember much more "small events" of childhood than of the last few years .. Hmmm .. maybe when u get too busy trying to put the big blocks of ur life in correct places, u tend to forget the fun of swinging in the swings .. :) .. or maybe it just depends on how u are solving the puzzle :)..
khair , i guess i have had enuff dose of this kinna "life" stuff .. Now for something fun .. I just realised that the short form of both "best friend" and "boy-friend" is bf .. lol .. so i can't shorten my best friend to call him bf .. coz it wld give a diff meaning u see :) .. and .. ummm , and , well nothing interesting filhaal .. so, thats that ...
p.s: - i had some other things in my mind too .. but then i am too tired of thinking of them to type it here :) .. waise, i found few other fun bloggers .. so, its is fun rite now :)
1 comment:
hmmm...... so, i checked it out. well, so, do u have the answer if ur best friend will miss u like he misses his other best friend? and also, bf stands for another this too. the one boys more commonly use. atleast i haven't met a girl using it as commonly as guys. and i wud love to have a blog written with the memories, actual ones. perhaps ur friend can add a few if u have misses some, and he remembers. though, seems that even he has become too busy in putting the big blocks together, but wait, on second thought, he still doesn't do anything worhwhile except for passing his time, isn;t it?? :)
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