some not so crappy thoughts .. or maybe not :)

I have been thinking that i need to think .. lol .. yup i do it quite frequently .. Something has been at the back of my mind and i have pushing it .. so i want to think now?? .. lol ... nopes .. lemme just talk about some of the things i thought today ..

hmmm, well, nature has been a lot on my mind these days .. How it is being destroyed , and how we all are taking it for granted .. u know , how inspite of all the developments in the world, the future looks so grim ... hmmm , i had promised myself to post only non-serious posts on this blog .. but nyways ... I alwys breaks the promises i make to myself ... lol ... Yup, so continuing bout it .. Read an article abt it today .. some country in Africa .. where an underground oil pipeline was built which polluted the only source of water in some states , and how it was leading to a lot of health problems and poverty among the masses ... Hmmm , and the irony was that the pipeline was built to bring money and prosperity in the region .. well, the whole thing was pretty sad .. but then to think of it , where is this thing not happenning .. hmmm , well, won go too deep ... Things will look scarier then .. ummm , somehow the whole environment thing has deeply affecte d me .. As in for the first time in my life , i am scared of having children .. not scared that way .. i mean, i am scared of bringing my children in this world , which is slowly turning into a poison .. Maybe i am overreacting or something , but rite now this is the phase i am in ..

ummm, there was something else too which i wanted to say, but i am forgetting .. hmmm.. what was it .. oh yeah ... well , i had written a lot and somehow it got lost .. :(( .. will have to write all over again .. Anyways , just in short it was about the Indian Navy Cheif who made "Karachi burn for 7 days" during the 1960's indo - pak war .. So, well , i jsut got into the war stuff .. u know the kind "Is making a city burn" a thing of pride ?? I mean , i can understand his pride .. maybe his attack was crucial in making India win the war .. But what i can't understand is the way it is being glorified today. Maybe i am a wrong person to judge , beause i was not the one who laid my life for my nation .. maybe i don even have the courage to .. But i have a friend in Karachi .. a person whom i have never met .. through her i have met other ppl in Karachi .. all of them are wonderful ppl .. PPl who bring more love and joy in the lives of others .. in this world.... and if i think of such a thing happeng today, it makes me shiver .. any of them cld fall a victim to such burning .. even if they don, some of their loved ones might .. something is defintely bound to leave scars in their lives .. and the love and the joy wldn be the same .. Don't wars always leave scars .. are wars something we shld be proud of ?? Even though we won them ?? Is it fair to glorify wars .. or the action taken in the wars .. hmmmm ... Yup , i know its a rhetoric, told in a lot of movies.. but somehow the comments put by ppl on rediff made me really sad ..