Sunday, December 24, 2006

is "Surbhi" me ?? ;)

Have u ever felt as if ur name is not ur own .. Like when u speak ur name, and u can’t relate ur face with it. Crazy ?? I agree…J

It happens often with me … No, Not as if someone asks my name and I fumble .. it is automatic … I don even have to think .. blink and miss .. hey whats ur name .. Surbhi .. Ditto for when someone calls me … Surbhi .. and I immediately turn around .. But it happen when I am alone .. when I try to voice my name .. Surbhi .. and no face appears with it .. No person ..

Anjali .. yes , my buddy .. Ipsa (smiling broadly) , yup the sweet little naughty fellow .. the spark of my life .. Nishant … hmmm , a smile again , this time a naughty one ;) … Dodo.. hmmm , a part of my soul .. Shweta, yes my treasure of the past … Aishwarya .. all giggles and brains .. But Surbhi , and a void .. Does it happen just with me ?? or everyone .. ummm , somehow sony feels more personal .. inspite of the fact that I like Surbhi much better than Sony .. still .. hmmmm …….Surbhi .. … me or not me ;)

Uhhh , public don get into the philosophic stuff .. there are no underlying meanings .. I love my name without any doubt .. but maybe for me, I am just “me” … like my mom , is “mummy” for me , not shashi .. I know its her name , but I still know her as “mumy”… oh , I wanna see my mom, its been so long .. and I wanna fight with her for the remote control … :(((((( .. I wanna go home : ((((((((

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