Give me some sunshine .. Give me some rain ..

Continuing with the last post ...

People wonder if and how "3 idiots" somehow promoted suicides when in fact it wanted to do the opposite ...

However, I can well understand why and how it could have done ...

Because it makes you aware of what you possibly do not have or might not emulate ....

It makes you aware of lacking the "passion" in your life that you are supposed to have ..

It makes you aware of lacking the "brilliance" in your life even if you have the "passion" ...

And to a few people it makes them aware of the "luck" that ran out on them inspite of having the "brilliance" and "passion"

And speaking on behalf of the average people who are driven on the train of trends rather than the train of passion or brilliance ...

That more than everything else, it makes you aware of the "ordinarity" of your ordinary life ...

And makes you sad that you do not have the brilliance like Rancho or passion like Farhan ..

And lets not forget that had Rancho not got the brilliance of understanding the 10th standard maths in 6th standard , he would have most probably been the Raju .. who inspite of having the passion , would have still lost to Chatur :)

My take on the movie .. go ahead .. enjoy it .. laugh with it .. But remember it as a feel good movie .. Do not promote it seriously as a "take life's lessons" movie .. Inspite of everything, it is a movie where all ends well .. Follow your heart , but do not rip it apart for not having passion .. Life is tough .. In real life, the Italian photographer might not like your photographs if you are a Farhan .. You might be kicked out of tens of interviews after answering as Raju did, and might have to finally tell lies to land up a job, or worse still, might have to take up a job you do not like .. Worst, you might be a Rancho whose value the Japanese people have still not figured out ...

However, there are still things to enjoy in your life .. And still worth living for .. Even if it is to just play pranks on Chatur :) .. So sing AAAll is well .. and love the sunshine and the rain .. but never mind if you do not get a chance to live again :)

P.S: To answer my very dear friend about his comment on the last post .. There are very few lines of Chetan Bhagat that I agree with, and one of those are "World with God in it is a better place" .. :) .. So I took his road and ended it with that .. You may call it nature instead of God ... Crux remains the same ..

Now go ahead everyone and kill me for writing this post :)

The game called life ...

Has it been overhyped ?? Just like the game of love ..

I was once a small town girl who had not stepped out of her small city(??) and lived on her parents' humble money, with few friends, very few dresses, negligible (no??) gadgets, nil boyfriends and disciplinarian parents ....

Yet life was cool .. Not great maybe, but cool .. I went to school/college everyday in high spirits, had fun with my friends, enjoyed few of the subjects, disliked few, played pranks, had discussions, gossiped, enjoyed the few TV programs on DD that I got to see, did my share of household work, fought with my brother, sometimes got irritated/angry with my parents, loved the songs of the few cassettes I had, tried to decorate(??) the house with old stuff, made something of the little I had .. and overall it was cool ..

And when I write it here, it might seem "COOL" (within brackets). However, it was not. It was filled with daily drudgery of life .. tension about money , domestic fights, fierce scoldings, share of beatings .. I guess a lot of it which is a part of many of the lower middle class households ... One day, I had a cousin of a friend come down from Bombay ( Oh yeah, I will stick to Bombay .. let Raj Thackrey be damned) , and she has such an aura, that I became tongue tied. She was smart, outgoing with "THE" attitude. And that day I saw the dream of being that girl and going to the world where she came from. Of living in Bombay, being independent, becoming smart. earning big money, having an identity, a "COOL" life, which I thought I so lacked in the small city. A place which I so desperately wanted to get away from.

And yes, step by step, I got all of it. However, I cannot say with certainty that my life now is cooler/better than my older life. Yes, I gained lots of things. I gained worldly wisdom, I gained confidence, I gained money, independence and a career. But I also lost many things. My naivety, my openness, my sense of imagination, and my romantic journey through exotic dreams. :). I am sure had my life turned out to be different, had I turned out to be one who gets married after graduation, whose life was more involved in trying different dishes, decorating the house, raising the children, gardening and gossiping with neighbors, I would have still lived a pretty cool life. And yet, I would have felt jealous if I met an old friend who would have followed the life that I currently have. I would have wondered and mused about it.

No, it is not a post about the domestic vs working mothers/wives or anything. It is about the perception of "the cool life" that is being created by media. Like the perception of "tall-fair-thin" for beauty, is the perception of life being changed to "knows his calling- is beautiful - has got love of the life". It is a terrifying idea actually. The idea which breeds high level of dissatisfaction and incontent . Just like the idea of beauty has among the female folks. Today women are running over the idea of beautiful ..Trying many many beauty products for fairness, dieting till the health goes awry , and generally running into depression because of it. It just makes an average looking girl feel like a failure. Though she is not. She is just not into the top 1% of beautiful girls.

So will the idea of having a perfect life ruin it for the youth. That being an average and not discovering the calling of your life bad enough to question yourself or your life. Whatever happened to the wonderful idea of leading a normal everyday life and yet finding humor and joy in your days and your friends. Of not being excellent at playing cricket and yet playing it just for the heck of it. Is life really supposed to be a motivational run. Where you drive for excellence. Is the aim of your life supposed to just being able to find the choice of your occupation? Can the aim not be to just earn a good living so that you can enjoy travelling to various places which you like so much. Can the aim not be to make the best of everything that you have got. Can the aim not be to just being plain happy.

Personally, I think it is just fine to not have a motivation or a calling. As long as you can enjoy the good old life. As long as you can make friends. Make the most of your tit bits. And keep your heart open enough to love. God did not invent "career/motivation" when he built the world. He built families, friends, games,nature and days and nights. As long as you have your heart in them, I think you are doing pretty fine. But then, I have yet to imbibe my philosophy... so long :)

Fair and Perfect ..

How has perfection taken over the world around us ....

My guess is it started with the Fair and Lovely ..

And well, it has taken over our entire life ..

Or so it seems when you look at the advertisement paper in newspapers ..

Or well, for that matter even the science column ...

And even when you watch Wake Up Sid :)

I would not say that I am not plagued by the evil disease ..

But not entirely taken over I guess ..

I still love my friends for their eccentricities more than their perfectness ..

I still look for a sign of mess in a house to call it home ..

I still crave for the slightly burnt pulav and the potato curry with lumps in it :)

I still have to start loving the extra weight that I carry though :P

Stars in the sky ..

I wanna stand with you on the mountain ...

I wanna play with you in the sea ...

I wanna somersault with you in the sand ...

I wanna lie with you to see the stars in the sky ...

I wanna wake up by your kiss ...

I wanna get dressed by your choice ...

I wanna groove to your music ..

I wanna make you all mine again ...

Teri pyaari pyaari soorat ko kisi ki nazar na lage ..

chashmebadoor .. :)

I know I am mad at you today and will probably stay so for a few more days. But happy birthday all the same. I hope u keep smiling and laughing always

And it seems we have come a long way in celebrating the birthdays now !!

My answer to Jagjit Singh :P

sadma to hai mujhe bhi ki tujhse juda hoon main

leking yeh sochta hoon ki ab tera kya hoon main

Daaman mein chupa ke rakhe hain tere khwaab bun

Aur fir yeh poochte ho ki mere kya ho tum

Bikhra pada hai tere hin ghar mein tera wajood

Bekaar mehfilon mein tujhe dhoondhta hoon main

lekin yeh sochta hoon ki ab tera kya hoon main

Ghar mein aur mehfilon mein dhoondha mujhe sada

Ek baar bhi saans lekar ruh mein jiye na tum

Aur fir yeh poochte ho ki mere kya ho tum

na jaane kis ada se liya tune mera naam

duniya samajh rahi hai ki sabkuch tera hoon main

lekin yeh sochta hoon ki tera kya hoon main

awaaz bhi di tumhe humne kai baar

duniya samajh gayi par samjhe nahi the tum

aur fir yeh poochte ho ki mere kya ho tum

le mere tazurbo se sabab ae mere rakeeb

do chaar saal mein tumse bada hoon main

lekin yeh sochta hoon ki tera kya hoon main

yun apne tajurbo ka wasta na do hamein

ki dil ke maamle mein chote padoge tum

aur fir yeh poochte ho ki mere kya ho tum

Written on 28th Aug 08 ..

The moment which is gone

touches me

The laughter that is torn

touches me

The flowing beauty

touches me

The sense of duty

toouches me

The music all creamy

touches me

The niceness so dreamy

touches me

And while those touches are all that matters

Its the touchiness of touch that shatters

No, I don't feel the touch

I want to feel it but no- I don't feel the touch

Groan .... the overuse of tuuch sucks :P .. it seems to imply something else even to my ears ;) .. or maybe its the company I am in :P