The Valentines Day !!

Today was one of the days which makes u pine to get back to college after u are long passed out of it :) . Yeah, well it was the valentine's day. And the in-famous college committe TOPA was gonna organise a valetine's day party. Now in NITIE when u are a freshwoman (not a freshman, mind u ) , u wld more often than not, smirk at the name of TOPA.

Now Valentine's day kinna has always given me goose bumps .. And I always remember getting up with an excitement of something new happening , something new and nice .. And just for the records I came to know of Valentine's day in class 9th. I remember listening in the news abt the loot - maar done by Shiv Sena (or was it Bajrang Dal) on Valetine's day and abt how it is a festival of love and etc etc .. yeah , so for once News did help me increase my knowledge :P .. So comign back to Valetine's day, yeah it has always been one of my fav days :) ..

And as obvious, V day had been most fun at college, engg college that is. With red and yellow flowers pouring in the hostel since morning, excitemement of who getting flowers from whom . anonymous roses , unexpected roses, scratching of brains over the anonymous senders , thinking of ppl to send anonymous roses to (:P) , unending gossips and laughter .. lol .. , well , V-day unfolded a lot of things, which wld keep us busy for weeks to come :) .. lol ..

Now u see, engg colleges and B-schools are different in some of the vary basic ways. The biggest that people are all grown up .. (Its sad i know :( ) .. lol .. Anywyas , so when u hear that TOPA is organizing a party for V-day u don expect much out of it. But well well well , what happened was pleasantly surprising . The most fun i have had in any of the NITIE's party. Not many great things - normal games , baloon dancing , music etc etc .. But it was so special because it was innocent fun. Not the booze and dual- meaning events but nice and fun games. The kind u wld have probably played in the birthday parties in class 6th :) .. And people being just as nice. No comments, nothing uncomfortable . just classmates having a nice time :) .. Just some more of such times here .. And i will sure miss it after I am gone ..

Some special moments :-
1. my dance ;)
2. NG's dance - definitely
3. NG's and Sawhney's baloon dance :)
4. Vikas Yadav .. lol ..
5. Great team work with Vikas
6. Megha between Adarsh and Amit
7. J and the baloon :)
8. Rusia tagging along with Himani lol
yeah and the three legged race :)
:) .. What a day it turned out to be ..

Happy New Year

And well this post is coming a bit late since this is a new year post and new year has gone by quite some time back .. :)

So generally new year is a time to make new resolutions and all .. and i quite don believe in that kinda stuff and all ... but stilll .. since it was nearby and all ... so well , lets make some ...

hmmm , so my this year's resolution is to CHANGE THE TYPES OF MY RESOLUTIONS :D .
So my resolutions will NOT be to change myself but to let myself be me and like it a bit more than i usually do ... Like instead of saying that i will learn dancing, I will say that I will love a - "bad dancer me" :D .. A way to pamper my lazy ass .. he he he .. well , u might say so ;) ..

hmmm , so that is what is my new year's resolution .. and by the end of the year i will see how much i liked myself and see if i kept my resolution or not :)

Oh , there is also this game i have heard of someplace, where u kinda predict how and where u will be by the time of next new year, and then next year u see how correct or wrong u were ..
So, here go some of my predictions :-

1. Ummm , i will be in Mumbai next year. Not necessarily on new years eve, but the staying in Mumbai kinda thing .. (And to tell u the fact, i am pretty sure of being correct on this, unless ofcourse if i die or something ;) )

2. Hmmm , i will have won atleast one beauty contest (I am 100 percent sure of being wrong on this , u see this can't happen even if i die .. and well , otherwise , it DEFINITELY will not happen ;))

3. Okkk , now no 3, hmmmm .... i will be thinner next year .. Oh yeah, i know my resolutions, but i just like losing weight u see . So u can shut up :D

4. i am seriously running out of points.... hmmm , i will have passed all my modules till then and wld not have failed as i dream of a lot of times ... :D

5. I will be happy next year .. Its crap i know :D

yeah well , i am sorry thats all i can predict .. I am sorry if it bored u :D

So , hail the new year .. and let us all be merry and live well this year :)

Happy New Year to all :) .. yeah my new year starts 15 days late .. i have always been a little slow ;)

Just a thought

Happy Family ...

Hmm , this word can be very misleading :) .. very very misleading .. a lot of times u do not makeout the difference between happy and comfortable :) ..

Not true just for families but for people as well , or society.. Somehow i have observed that a fighting or struggling person/family/society is much happier than a 'comfortable' one ..

Isn't it true ? what do u think ?? Have i seen too less ?? :)

Going back to the fairytale ..

In the fairytales , there is always a fairy :)
And sometimes there are fairies without fairytales :)

At times they come in the form of a smile,
At times in the form of a gossip shared ... lol
And at times in the form of a dream told :)

And sometimes, u just turn towards the girl walking beside u , and she turns into one ..

This post is for the one person who has touched my life in a very short span of time. A girl who has made my life so much more colorful by all her dreams and all her enthusiasm. In this competetive world, finding brilliant, driven, versatile people is not so tough. Tough is finding people who love and who laugh, who pause and who care :) . Who can retain the child in them inspite of all the harshness, competition and rush towards them.

And thats why, i cherish her. And thatswhy i consider her as my little fairy. For all the things she unknowingly gave me and taught me :). And thats A for u :) ..

P.S:- This post is not as good as it cld have been :((.

A ray, a hope , a dream , a sky , a smile and everything else :)

Some words that i loved ..
which doesn belong to me and yet it does :) ....


Through the sky
flies a ray

captures ur mind
makes it sway

u think for once
do i wanna fly?

do i wanna go high,
and then just dive?

do i wanna feel the rush?
do i wanna hear my blood gush?

u get hold of urself,
get back to reality

look towards the sky,
smile, look down and walk ur way.

..... And
those were the words of my friend

The bubble ..

This moment in space
.............goes by just like that ....
Yet there is a bubble
.............that stays alive ....
And often
.............u find ur life inside ...
And u watch it
............ to look into the life ..
And everything
........... seems to be distorted ...
And then the bubble bursts
............ it leaves a vaccum ..
A vaccum
............ where ur life was ...
And another moment in space
............. goes by just like that ....
And this time
............. the bubble is you ...

shaadi ka ladoo ...

I have again come on to the platform where marriage has turned into a scary rather than a joyous thing .. When u hear stories abt a 10 year of relationship turning sour after marriage, and stories which u thinnk cld happen only in Ekta kapoor's soaps, it makes the hair at the back of ur neck stand .. and screws up ur "marriage is beautiful" thinking genes :D ...

Have u seen shrek 3 ? U ought to see the Shrek's dream of children when his Mrs. Shrek informs him that she is pregnant .. :) .. I am very likely on the verge of seeing such dreams .. hmmm, and maybe dreams in which all the prospective guys wld be standing across my home's territory and trying to enter my house and the 'poor yet smart me' wld have the full burden of saving my house (which by the way wld denote my independence ..:D ) .. and the i'll turn into the Home Alone's baby ..

Have i ever told abt my dreams ?? lol , well that wld be a full blog in itself .. so that one is due on me ... Hmmm , abt the marriage thing .. A friend of mine has said that u shld not have expectations .. and after hearing all the stories, i was thinking ..." Oh my God .. i'll be happy even if i get a NORMAL human being ".. but then .. thinking of it now, how can i not have expectations ?? Life is so dull without imagination .. and dreams and expectations ..

But the problem is that all my dreams are only abt the bests and the goods .. I never think abt what i wld do if the worst comes .. like my friend asks me to .. hmmm , maybe i shld .. :) .. The mind game, as they say it .. But then its so difficult to predict what u wld actually do when faced by a tough situation .. after all i am also not as good as i think myself to be :) ..

Well , i wld hve to fight then as i usually do, isn it ?? :) ..