Happy New Year

And well this post is coming a bit late since this is a new year post and new year has gone by quite some time back .. :)

So generally new year is a time to make new resolutions and all .. and i quite don believe in that kinda stuff and all ... but stilll .. since it was nearby and all ... so well , lets make some ...

hmmm , so my this year's resolution is to CHANGE THE TYPES OF MY RESOLUTIONS :D .
So my resolutions will NOT be to change myself but to let myself be me and like it a bit more than i usually do ... Like instead of saying that i will learn dancing, I will say that I will love a - "bad dancer me" :D .. A way to pamper my lazy ass .. he he he .. well , u might say so ;) ..

hmmm , so that is what is my new year's resolution .. and by the end of the year i will see how much i liked myself and see if i kept my resolution or not :)

Oh , there is also this game i have heard of someplace, where u kinda predict how and where u will be by the time of next new year, and then next year u see how correct or wrong u were ..
So, here go some of my predictions :-

1. Ummm , i will be in Mumbai next year. Not necessarily on new years eve, but the staying in Mumbai kinda thing .. (And to tell u the fact, i am pretty sure of being correct on this, unless ofcourse if i die or something ;) )

2. Hmmm , i will have won atleast one beauty contest (I am 100 percent sure of being wrong on this , u see this can't happen even if i die .. and well , otherwise , it DEFINITELY will not happen ;))

3. Okkk , now no 3, hmmmm .... i will be thinner next year .. Oh yeah, i know my resolutions, but i just like losing weight u see . So u can shut up :D

4. i am seriously running out of points.... hmmm , i will have passed all my modules till then and wld not have failed as i dream of a lot of times ... :D

5. I will be happy next year .. Its crap i know :D

yeah well , i am sorry thats all i can predict .. I am sorry if it bored u :D

So , hail the new year .. and let us all be merry and live well this year :)

Happy New Year to all :) .. yeah my new year starts 15 days late .. i have always been a little slow ;)

Just a thought

Happy Family ...

Hmm , this word can be very misleading :) .. very very misleading .. a lot of times u do not makeout the difference between happy and comfortable :) ..

Not true just for families but for people as well , or society.. Somehow i have observed that a fighting or struggling person/family/society is much happier than a 'comfortable' one ..

Isn't it true ? what do u think ?? Have i seen too less ?? :)

Going back to the fairytale ..

In the fairytales , there is always a fairy :)
And sometimes there are fairies without fairytales :)

At times they come in the form of a smile,
At times in the form of a gossip shared ... lol
And at times in the form of a dream told :)

And sometimes, u just turn towards the girl walking beside u , and she turns into one ..

This post is for the one person who has touched my life in a very short span of time. A girl who has made my life so much more colorful by all her dreams and all her enthusiasm. In this competetive world, finding brilliant, driven, versatile people is not so tough. Tough is finding people who love and who laugh, who pause and who care :) . Who can retain the child in them inspite of all the harshness, competition and rush towards them.

And thats why, i cherish her. And thatswhy i consider her as my little fairy. For all the things she unknowingly gave me and taught me :). And thats A for u :) ..

P.S:- This post is not as good as it cld have been :((.

A ray, a hope , a dream , a sky , a smile and everything else :)

Some words that i loved ..
which doesn belong to me and yet it does :) ....


Through the sky
flies a ray

captures ur mind
makes it sway

u think for once
do i wanna fly?

do i wanna go high,
and then just dive?

do i wanna feel the rush?
do i wanna hear my blood gush?

u get hold of urself,
get back to reality

look towards the sky,
smile, look down and walk ur way.

..... And
those were the words of my friend

The bubble ..

This moment in space
.............goes by just like that ....
Yet there is a bubble
.............that stays alive ....
And often
.............u find ur life inside ...
And u watch it
............ to look into the life ..
And everything
........... seems to be distorted ...
And then the bubble bursts
............ it leaves a vaccum ..
A vaccum
............ where ur life was ...
And another moment in space
............. goes by just like that ....
And this time
............. the bubble is you ...

shaadi ka ladoo ...

I have again come on to the platform where marriage has turned into a scary rather than a joyous thing .. When u hear stories abt a 10 year of relationship turning sour after marriage, and stories which u thinnk cld happen only in Ekta kapoor's soaps, it makes the hair at the back of ur neck stand .. and screws up ur "marriage is beautiful" thinking genes :D ...

Have u seen shrek 3 ? U ought to see the Shrek's dream of children when his Mrs. Shrek informs him that she is pregnant .. :) .. I am very likely on the verge of seeing such dreams .. hmmm, and maybe dreams in which all the prospective guys wld be standing across my home's territory and trying to enter my house and the 'poor yet smart me' wld have the full burden of saving my house (which by the way wld denote my independence ..:D ) .. and the i'll turn into the Home Alone's baby ..

Have i ever told abt my dreams ?? lol , well that wld be a full blog in itself .. so that one is due on me ... Hmmm , abt the marriage thing .. A friend of mine has said that u shld not have expectations .. and after hearing all the stories, i was thinking ..." Oh my God .. i'll be happy even if i get a NORMAL human being ".. but then .. thinking of it now, how can i not have expectations ?? Life is so dull without imagination .. and dreams and expectations ..

But the problem is that all my dreams are only abt the bests and the goods .. I never think abt what i wld do if the worst comes .. like my friend asks me to .. hmmm , maybe i shld .. :) .. The mind game, as they say it .. But then its so difficult to predict what u wld actually do when faced by a tough situation .. after all i am also not as good as i think myself to be :) ..

Well , i wld hve to fight then as i usually do, isn it ?? :) ..

The nights ....

Okk .. So, i had a brilliant night :D. And before the escatsy of it vaporises, i wanna catch a small puff of it , and put it in here for diplay and safe keeping .. :)
So, i spent the night out - yes , the firstest ever time .. I spent the WHOLE night roaming on the roads of mumbai, seeing the lights, hearing the waves, and chatting with one of my closest friends and smiling and laughing at his silly jokes ... :) ..

So, here it is ... in memory of some of the most memorable nights i have had ...

1. Yes, this is what comes to my mind when i try to poke in for the long lying nights .. Staying awake for the whole night with my cousin M, chatting, telling him stories about me and my life -- and he would drowse in between , and i would still go on without realising that - and would get angry when i found that he had slept off .. scold him , and go on again ... lol . i wish i could talk like that now :) .. i really do .. i miss THAT me :) ..

2. Ummm , and dussehra night with one of my then closest friends, P , in class Xth. Oh, man was she lively .. khair , that night both our families had decided to go see the durga idols , and since the city remained too crowded in the evenings, we had decided to go at night.. And both of we two girls, spent the night seeing the diff kind of idols .. ;) .. That was my first experience of ogling at guys ... ha ha :D .

3. Ummm , and well , in the college , most of the nights had been amazing .. But there are few that i rememeber the most - like the night when we had tried getting drunk for the first time .. our whole grp - a coupla days before we were to leave college .. and we had got this bottle of vodka sneaked in from a friend , and a big bottle of sprite .. and chips , and cakes .. and every one of excited .. I was trying to be a heroine, and wanted to have a sip of "neat" vodka .. and i did .. and i threw up .. and i din touch that again .. and since then formed my strong desire to be stone drunk .. lol .. but more abt that later .. hmmm , and the night unfolded , unwinding many more things, many secrets coming out .. some complaints flowing .. lots of sentiments flowing .. and right now , i don even remember if we ever slept that night .. :)

4. Then there was this night, in the first year of college - in between the exams, when all of us were new to each other - and somehow we started talking , all our secrets pouring out - and by morning, all of us were much closer .. my first experience of the hostel nights .. and the close bonds that formed in the later years :)

5. And so many more nights .. when i first went for a date .. when i stayed up roaming at the beach till 1 in the night .. talking and walking .. lol .. okk , just to clarify , these were two diff nights.. on the first night we went to a restaurant .. and oh , it was raining hard .. and we went to this glass restaurant, and i had the mmost amazing veg starter there .. :) .. on the second night , i returned with dreamy eyes .. and told my roommate that i din ever want to get married .. and just stay single and have lots of dates ...lol ..

6. Hmmm , then there are those nights of which i would not speak abt here .... :) .. And the adventure of it, oh .. ha ha ha .. u can get as many ideas as u want .. ;)

7. Oh and how can i forget the night when i did get stone drunk ... and danced like a drunk .. lol .. and looked like a 'not-so-good-girl' ( ;) ), or so my friend said .. lol .. Oh, that night was some night ... lol ..

And then there was yesterday's night .. when i was just happy to feel the wind on my face, and the coolness of the air , and the lights of the city, and the warm assurance of being with a friend .. and the next morning i felt so blessed to have these coupla friends who pampered me to this extent :) ... Oh yes , and i guess i was a lil wiser the next morning :)