The gardens are prettty and the sun is warm ...
The cookies are smoky and the music in the barn ...
My world is not so shiny and warm now
So making up for it in the imagery ..
Taking 9 rejections in a row is not easy, and i am trying to breathe thru it.. but its slowly taking a toll .. though i don want it to ... i know there is much more to go ahead .. i want to not care .. and as much as i hate to admit , i am giving in to peer pressure. I do not feel as confident as i did earlier , but i am trying .. And perhaps fairing much better than the other people around .. well , atleast i pride myself on that ...
I am giving my friend a hard time , but so is he doing .. anyways , perhaps when it is done , i will feel remorse , or perhaps not .. I hate to feel remorse anymore .. i just feel like saying damn to people who ask me to feel remorse or to be sorry ..
I am a bitch when i am in a bad mood. My husband will have a tough time :). It amuses me now. I hope it amuses me then too. :)
I am strange in the way that i want things only when i do not have them. Once i have them, i do not love them anymore. Is it the same with all the other people ?? I wonder.. Hmmm ...
